It’s only 7:05pm and I fear I need my bed. I did not feel the best today, but perhaps for a variety of reasons.
For starters, the past two days I enjoyed my old usual, iced pumpkin spice latte, with caffeine. I figured adding some back in for the time being couldn’t be too horrible for me. Okay, well, I don’t know if that was the cause, but the past two nights I barely slept a wink. Seriously tossed and turned the entire nights, and thus, I’m exhausted. So today I skipped on the caffeine, we shall see.
Then, on top of almost no sleep in 48 hours, this morning was my first day back to Kosama, as I’d taken a hiatus once I discovered I was pregnant. So up at 4:30am this morning to make it there for the 5am class. And lucky me, today was killer cardio. Okay, they don’t actually call it that, but I do! I burned 605 calories in the 50 minute workout, but golly, I’m paying for it now. I can hardly walk.
And all afternoon at work I had horrible cramps. Seriously, isn’t this fiasco over yet? Tomorrow marks a week since the official start of my miscarriage, and aside from the initial pain and cramping, I’ve felt remarkably fine. But no, today was different.
As soon as I finish my DQ Snickers Blizzard and nacho cheese Doritos I’ll be finding my bed and getting comfy. Oh, how did I used to get up at 4:30am every day? And how will I ever get back into that routine??