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11w3d – Nervous

My ultrasound and MaterniT21 blood draw are in less than two hours.  And I’m nervous.  I feel like I’ve come so far this time, but still so scared this can all still be taken away.  And the last thing I want to do is start all over.

Will I always fear ultrasounds, always have flashbacks to June 5th when the ultrasound tech said, “I’m sorry, but I don’t see a heartbeat.”  The chances are in my favor that this baby is healthy, right?

Eric’s last case today started later than expected this morning, so to add to my anxiety is him missing this appointment.  Please God…

If you have any prayers to spare, I’d surely appreciate a few.  I’ll update later tonight after my appointment.

15 thoughts on “11w3d – Nervous

  1. Saying prayers for you….xoxo

  2. I desperately hope today goes well!! Best wishes!

  3. Lots of prayers! You’re so close to being done with the first tri!!

  4. Keeping you in my thoughts and I hope it all goes perfectly!!!

  5. I think when you have had a loss diagnosed via ultrasound they are always hard…thinking of you and hoping you get to see an awesomely perfect squirmy baby!

    1. We did! I’m in aw of how much he/she was moving around!

  6. Sending prayers your way!!!

  7. Prayers for you!

  8. Hoping it all went amazingly well, you are in my thoughts!

  9. I hope everything went well today. Thinking of you.

  10. Thinking of you and crossing my fingers so hard all is well!!

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