I’m on the verge of giving up breastfeeding Nadia… I’ve been trying so hard to keep dairy out of my diet.
I went to a friend’s home tonight while Eric watched the girls. Some of my pumped milk must have had some dairy in it, as Nadia is really upset again.
It breaks my heart to watch her cry. As a mom I want to do what is best for her, but I’m so confused regarding what is best. I know formula isn’t bad, but I think our NICU got into my head… If you don’t breastfeed they feed donor milk, which gives me the impression they are against formula. I think that’s where my fear of formula is coming from… But how can I keep giving her my milk when it makes her so miserable?