Eric came home last night from 5pm to 9pm. Basically helped with dinner and bedtime, which was huge. But I’m still exhausted. Nadia slept last night from 8-10pm. I went to bed shortly before 10pm. Thus I hadn’t slept yet when I got up to get her back to sleep. She finally fell asleep at 430am. She was very unhappy, nothing really settled her. She didn’t want to eat or drink so very hard to get Tylenol into her. When my alarm went off at 6am this morning I had no desire to get up and shower. So I didn’t. I slept until the girls woke around 830am. I decided it was too much work to get Nora all ready for school, so she’s home with me today too. First thing I put our dog outside and she digs, drags mug all over the downstairs carpet. Ugh. I’m over the dog. I love her but she clearly doesn’t get enough attention when I’m here alone. I got the girls out of bed and noticed Nadia has a lot more blisters today than she did yesterday. Lots on her feet so she wants me to carry her even more then I already do. She’s really cranky. Of course. Yesterday she only had two wet diapers which concerns me. I placed a grocery order to pick up later which includes pedialyte and chewable Tylenol. So far the only way I can get liquid Tylenol in her is putting it in drinkable yogurt. But she’s only so interested in that too.
I basically just feel like I’m failing here. It’s Wednesday and Eric won’t be home again and for his week off until Friday afternoon sometime. There is no way I can handle everything here and get us all ready to leave for out of town Friday when Eric gets home. And I also doubt Nadia is all the sudden going to feel better Friday. I mean, I hope she does, but… So I’m about to call and cancel our hotel and the dog’s boarding 🙁 I feel so bad. Like I’m letting the bride down by not coming 🙁